Brother wkin is right. You need to know what direction you want to go and turn your skill into something you can do best for your future
(Both financially and personal interest.) Time won't wait for someone being aimless.
When I was still in photography school, me and my classmates studied the legend photographer Ansel Adams' works. Many students admired Ansel's works and sweared that they want to create works in their future like Ansel. But, in reality, a lot of professional would say chasing the dream of "Being Ansel" could be very costly in someone's life financially. This hold true to some of the people I know because they spent all their young life to chase the dream instead of turning thier exceptional photographic skill into something more practical such as commercial photography or learn digital. The difference can be more than US$100,000+ per year in income!
Dream is important, but daily life is always practical.