Jack, CG won't get you dinner is because you are too negative.
I have to clear myself that i am not a CG funs <-

(CG fan i asume this is what you mean) I am a full time CG artist. I understand that it is not the gorvernment's or anyone's faults. It is MY fault. because i am not as good as the others. THat's why i have to work harder to get myself upgrade inorder to get a job.
There has nothing like you sit around and keep whining will get you a job. There has nothing like that in the world.